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 Page 6 of 9 After that night, there were many occasions that suggest 'their' interference, in more or less spectacular ways. I began to change my thinking on spiritual issues each day. I began to feel the urge to go on walks by myself in nature more often, and would sometimes find myself entering an altered state of mind on these excursions. I sometimes felt like I had taken hallucinary drugs, (which of course I never do...in case you're asking yourself!) and would be seeing energy emanating from all the plants. I had some very strange contacts with animals. One day, as I set out on a road which led through cultivated fields to the nearest forest area, I suddenly heard a tiny squeeking sound. I looked down to see a mouse. It came up out of the field onto the asphalt, and sat up on it's hind legs at my feet. It just looked up at me, squeeking. I stood there watching it for a long while, even stretched out my hand, expecting it to run, but it did not budge. Eventually I continued on my way, tired of trying to figure out what his problem was. Two minutes later, the exact same thing happened again! I don't know if it was the same mouse or not, but the rest of the morning was full of pairs of animals, which more or less did the same thing in the forest.Two birds, two squirrels, two horses in a pasture(-a little less surprising, those) and finally, one wild boar. Each animal after the mice I somehow felt I connected with, entered their consciousness, saw through their eyes, felt their senses, felt their thinking processes, for a couple minutes. It was absolutely unbelievable. The boar was the exception.. there he was, big and ugly, just standing there in a clearing, watching me. I was frightened, because as anyone who has ever lived in an area with wild boars knows, they are quite dangerous. I felt a sort of pushing in my mind, as if someone was whispering, 'Go ahead! Kill your fear of that which is different than yourself! Reach out!'. I assumed that did not mean reaching out physically, because at that moment, I realized I had done those 'connections' with the others myself. At first it just seemed like something else wisked me out of myself, like something was being done to me. I learned that it was like reaching out with my soul, and learned to do it purposely afterwards. One thing that greatly surprised me was that this could be done with wild animals, who would welcome the communication , and react positively; but, with domesticated animals, their reaction was quite negative! I was almost attacked by a dog, who was being quite friendly until I reached out mentally and he acted as if he'd decided to kill me! The same panic like response came from a horse, and I was about ten feet away .I come up with different theories now and again to explain this, but I am not sure why it happens really. The same thing is possible with plants, but I will not get into that here as it is very hard to describe. I feel like that is like touching the essence of God itself. I felt during this period as if something was teaching me all sorts of things. The first lesson being to kill my ego- which produces fear, the root of all evil. I began doing certain exercises and movements each day to liberate energies. More paranormal type of abilities came within my reach, healing, being able to find lost objects, and seeing auras. Electrical appliances brokedown in my presence, lightbulbs would blow up, no matter how often we replaced them. This phenomen comes and goes, usually for a period of about a week, we replace repeatedly the most necessary lights, and leave others until the effect wears off (it gets expensive, between the lightbulbs and repair bills for the T.V., V.C.R., C.D. player and telephone. In each case the cause is not found, but with the T.V., it has been proposed that it is because of a build up of static electricity). We have a cordless telephone we cannot use in our home anymore, although it works fine in everyone's house but ours. Next: The Link to Reality >>> |