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 Page 1 of 9 Early Stage I'm not sure when my dealings with « them » began. There is some evidence that it all began from a very young age, but I didn't become consciously aware of a foreign influence in my life until an incident which happened sometime in 1994. I'm not sure of the exact date, for at the time, I didn't place much importance on the event, and my state of mind was a bit unusual immediately afterward , (which I will describe later). I am a normal 30 year-old woman, a housewife and mother of three children, ages 3,6, and 10. I was born and raised in Southern California. At the age of 22 I met a sweet frenchman, and a year after returned with him to his home in South France. We've been married seven years,and have a close and loving relationship, our children are bright, well- balanced, happy, and bilingual. In 1994, we lived in a house that was located in a small valley. It was very isolated, surrounded by fields and vineyards on all sides. A small one lane highway lay in front of the house, on which only large trucks on their way to Avignon and the occasional speeding car would pass.I was often asked if it wasn't too lonely living in such an isolated place, but I loved it. Besides the fact that I barely spoke a word of french, which made any interactions with others a real headache, I am somewhat of an introvert ( although I prefer to say I like to be with others, but am also comfortable with myself as company). Most of all, I enjoy nature; I like to garden, and spent a lot of time hiking in the surrounding hills and forests, and observing the animals. During my second pregancy, in '92,I used self- hypnosis, relaxation and visualisation techniques to prepare for labor, and during delivery. It had become a regular habit to do this each afternoon, so I continued afterwards, using suggestions to give myself more energy during the day, and keep a positive attitude. During these sessions, strange things began to happen after awhile, I would hear voices talk to me, or see things that I had not intended to visualize. I began to get messages about things and people around me that constantly proved to be true.For example, I once recieved the message that one of my parents was about to die. I didn't yet know if I should trust these unbidden elements that came into my sessions, but after several days of fretting nervously about it, I decided I had to do something. I tried to figure out which one it would be, and decided it must be my father, because he is 15 years older than my mother, overweight, and works too hard . So I wrote him a long letter, telling him all the kinds of things one usually wishes they'd said before a loved one dies, how much I loved him. The letter reached an empty house, they had left the day before for a camping trip. My mother died on that trip. We had strange noises in the house at night, huge crashing noises, which made us think our entire bookshelf had been knocked down, the sounds of chairs scraping across the floor... we spent night after night creeping down the hall with a gun, sure that THIS time it really is an intruder. But there was never anything amiss, so we learned to ignore it. Then there was the water faucets that would go on by them selves. This would happen in front of us, with no one near the sink. It would just open full blast, and someone would have to go turn it off. We assumed at the time it was a problem with the water pressure or something, but when we moved to a new house 2 years later the same problem persisted there! One day , during one of my relaxation sessions, I had a vision that told me we had conceived a child the night before, a boy, and I needed to stop smoking and drinking coffee. This turned out to be true. How this all relates to the following abductions, I'm not sure. I feel that it is relevant because it indicated a change- in myself. There are several factors which could have caused this,which I can speculate about here later . One question I have and can't even get close to guessing is- where the aliens attracted to me because of this growing sensitivity? Or was this growth caused by their presence? Was it something they had tended to, awoke within me from the time I was a young child? Or,(the most extreme scenario) had it beenbred into me? Next: First Sight >>> |